-here without u-
-imagining things-
-unicorns r imaginary-
really very long nv blog le.. miss the internet so much
holiday kinda sucks la.. nt work means go sch nt go sch means totally nth to do.. haix.. wan go out oso cannot the rest all working.. den when they free i working.. wth la.. so miss the clips.. bbq on the 29 dec at gi house all must remeber.. haix..
nt everyone paid for the sl camp n kennethleong is in hk.. wah i nt informed of so many things la den still kenna from the rest say wad i alwabes dun come for meeting.. i wasnt even informed of any meeting la.. wth.. even sl meeting cancel oso nv tell me end up i told my department ppl come down.. wth la.. co oso damm sian now la.. haix.. feel like quiting la.. haix.. but nvm.. just continue after all no more other cca to join liao.. haix.. timpani..fun to play la.. but the conductor all expecting too much rite.. i just join nt long leh.. think i m who.. i need time to practice n learn rite.. nv teach me still wan scold me.. ask question still nv answer me still scold me for askin stupid question.. nv even teach me la.. i learn so many things by myself la.. music nt auto produce itself in my brain wan leh.. haix..
sl camp comin le cant wait for it to come.. especially the games.. i inside games comm shiok.. cant wait to play the games but first day of sl camp same day as band concert.. haix.. i wanna go band concert laa.. some more co must go.. haix.. really wanna go but dunno how.. haix.. some more in camp comm siao la.. haix.. damm it.. dunno how.. haix.. but worst this sunday got concert at tampines cc.. wah.. siao liao.. i not using my own timpani.. i scared i nt use to the timpani.. wah.. sian.. i hope is yamaha or adams wan.. haha.. den shiok le.. fri got rehearsal at tampines cc 10am must reach till evening.. siao laa.. wah.. still no costume den must buy black long sleeve n long pants.. wah.. den sat even early 8 am siao la.. so far den so early.. haix... but miss tampines alot.. wonder if will see my frens dere.. miss my pri sch.. n pri sch frens.. wah.. especially my whole house.. i miss tampines laa.. haix.. those were the days when we ran around like nobody business.. haix.. playing non stop.. haix.. sunday concert dun feel like goin.. haix... co so sian la.. the t shirt so ugly some more use for so many generations.. faster create a new wan leh.. n a nicer wan can.. i so wan create next year la.. a dri-fit t shirt n a windbreaker.. haix.. still waiting for one with cca name laa.. wanted such stuff like so long liao la.. haix..
had some funny thoughts theese few days.. haix.. dunno y kept thinking bout u.. do i miss u? maybe.. haix.. just dun really undersand my feelings now.. haix.. had tt weird dream but really hope it could be true.. haix.. maybe i still love u but just cant accept tt fact haix.. really those wish to care bout this stuff le.. haix.. i reallywish all this will slowly fade away but yet its worst.. haix.. rubilyn ask me tt question haix.. but i could nt really answer haix... seriously i dunno now.. haix.. if given a wish.. i would bring back time n treated u better.. haix.. kept thinkin of tt day 030706 1155pm n 110906 1131am.. haix..tt 2 sms which changes my life haix..
ke neng wo hai shi ai ni de
-ilurveu-``
